Bird As Fish

It took me so long to love you...
I was so afraid to love you because if I loved you, then I'd lose you.
Ever since I first started loving you, I've felt you slipping out of my grasp.
I feel like I'm losing you now and I'm trying to hold you ever closer.
I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry that I've let you down.

I'm so sorry for what I've become.

I'm not perfect, and this is definitely the worst side of me.
Please put a bit of faith in me.
I love you.